I was such a fragile girl, I was reasonably tall for a girl of my age, and rather slim for my age too. My mother was slim when she was younger I was told. This is how it was suppose to be. The children in the playground would go around in groups knowing who their friends were and who was not, I had no-one. I desperately tried, they thought I was weird and obviously didn’t deserve their friendship. Teachers and parents took pity on me. I was a pale tall slim young girl, with gloomy brown straight hair, I was always described as Wednesday from the Film and Series Addams Family, in exams I always did well, but never the best. I was never the best at anything.